Originally Posted: Wed May 04, 2005

Ala's Journal Dear Diary Ok I'm ... I don't know what I am to be honest. I don't think I ever expected to be meeting someone who is worshiped by the DLs... let along be called 'daughter' or receive a gift from them.... I so totally need to sort this out in my mind... Torvil's Journal Dear Journal, Wow... Uh, I really don't know how to react to this right now... At all... I mean, when dad told us we were descendants of Visha I mean yeah... I guess I was kinda wowed, but... Meeting her in person... Was just... Uhm... I can't really put words to it. She gave us a blanket... Ala loved it, and I loved it too... I uh... I'm holding it right now while I'm writing this... Ala's asleep... She probably wouldn't let me touch it otherwise... I'll try later maybe... But, yeah, Wow! So I meant my nth to the nth grandmother... She was definitely not what I had in mind... Oh well, what can one expect right? She is a divine figure... But then... I can't help dodge the feeling that she calls me child out of habit... and not of genetics...