Originally Posted: Wed May 04, 2005

Ala's Journal Dear Diary If I have ANYTHING to say about it Torvil will not do direct jumps ever again. and if he does only in dire emergencies. I will not let him risk his life, I will not let him get close to leaving our child fatherless. He just better keep his promise or I will NOT be happy... Torvil's Journal Dear Journal, ... God I feel awful about it now... Really bad... I did something stupid, something that made Ala mad at me. I don't like it when she's mad at me... I've paid my debt she's says, she says I'm forgiven. I believe her... I really do... But I always have to do something when I make her upset... Something soon I think... A piece of jewelry or what not... Oh well, plan later, sleep now... Tired from all the crying...