Originally Posted: Sun May 29, 2005

Ala's Journal Dear Diary, I wish I wasn't here, as much as I know why I'm here and my purpose, I want to be at home with my son. I miss him so much I"m even leaking milk! *sigh* Well I guess the sooner we are done the sooner we can return, I dont think they really know we are here yet... with the exception of Joman.. Torvil's Journal Dear Journal, This was risky to bring, but I had to keep this notated somehow. Visha I miss Surion, very, very much... So much that it hurts a bit on the inside. I can't let it show though. This is rough going. But we have to do it, for Vina's sake. I can't believe they kidnapped him. Joman told me when I had him alone one day that his brother helped him escape, faked his own death. There's a lot of strife going on down here, and I've heard whispers of a war with the upperlands... That means the cliffs. I want to prevent that if I can... I have a plan, but I don't know if I should go through with it. It could kill a lot of the Drow... But then again... Don't the deserve it for all the harm they cause... Do they have the same right to life that we do... Part of me says yes, but another part of me says to go along with my plan. Part of me says that I have enough blood on my hands, but another says that none of these are innocents and I shouldn't worry... I don't know... I'll see how it goes... I never felt any sort of love for the Drow, they've always been portrayed and monsters in Elf's clothing... but I don't know if I can admit to that. I'll play it by ear... Well, I really should get ready to move on... I think I've got a plan on how to free Joman... You know what... If we take Joman with us, they will attack the cliffs... They're already ready for war, and I won't let that happen... For my family... For Surion... If they take the cliffs... No... I won't even let them get close... I'm going to bring the roof down around their ears...